We have two incredible kids. A year ago, we decided to have one more. One year later, I've held one dead baby in my arms and one in the palm of my hand. We'd like to have one that lives next time. Is that too much to ask? Only time will tell.
posted by whatthef*ck at 8:22 PM
Five years ago, I gave birth to a healthy, beautiful baby boy and he is alive and well today. Two years later, I saw my first dead baby on an ultrasound. Shortly after I got pregnant again and, despite a blood clot that caused me to bleed for 10 weeks, I had a baby girl in June 2004. I got pregnant with our third child in July 2005. In December 2005 I had no choice but to deliver my baby girl at 23 weeks, knowing that she would die immediately. I found the courage to try again and in April 2006 got pregnant again. In July 2006, I delivered my 10 1/2 week old baby boy into the palm of my hand. Now in March 2007, I am 26 weeks pregnant. I am trying again to have a baby that lives. Because every good drama needs one: here's the twist. My husband and I are currently donating his sperm to our dear friends, a lesbian couple who want a known donor for their second child. Holy leap of faith.
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I feel bad for wanting to chek in here and check out again silently, cos I know you crave the comment ;-P - don't we all, but I have no idea how to fix your ticker and even less about how men got to the moon.
I'm just glad it wasn't the "ticker" I initially thought it was is fucked up!!
Glad you got ESP off your chest too. I hate it when people come back with bleating excuss like that and turn in around. But she's never really going to hear what you are saying to her. I think you did a brave thing and I hope it will be enough so that you can at least feel more comfortable around her from now on.
I think you too a serious chunk of power back from her and you should be pleased with yourself.
On the blogger control panel under template, you can change the body background color by using HTML codes. I don't actually KNOW the html codes (they are 6 digit letter/number combinations) but you can do a google search and find several listings of them. Anywhere you see a # followed by 6 letters/numbers on your template, you can plug in new letters/numbers and alter your colors. Hope this helps! Still hoping highest hopes for you!
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