STILL waiting

I left GC a message at 1:00. Still no word from her. I'm really pissed that she said she would definitely call me at 11 and has not done so. And I am getting worked up again, imagining what might be the cause of the delay. This fucking sucks.

I wish I could get the hell out of my house or lose myself in a movie. Can't watch a movie because my son is here.

This whole process has been so much more awful than it needed to be, mostly thanks to the cluelessness of the GC. She knows that I am a wreck. She knows some of my history. That's why she promised to call me at 11 either way. This is really unfucking believable.