unbelievable
finally got excited about a meal and then i'm puking up bile.
unfuckingbelievable.
We have two incredible kids. A year ago, we decided to have one more. One year later, I've held one dead baby in my arms and one in the palm of my hand. We'd like to have one that lives next time. Is that too much to ask? Only time will tell.
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Are you kidding?! Unbelievable. Well, it's got to get better from here on out!!
Wow. I hope you feel better soon.
Noooooo!
Hoping for a speedy recovery.
Maybe think of it as a cathartic if very, very disgusting release of all of the crap you have been thru in the past week? It's all out of you now! Your body and sould needed a clean start, the kind that only can be ushered in once bile is escorted out. Hope you are back to eating as normal as you can soon!
Oh, ack. I am so sorry. Wes and I had what we thought was food poisoning a few weeks ago and it was a solid day of hell. We think it was actually a stomach virus that's been sweeping through NYC, but whatever it was, it involved bile. The body kept insisting on utter emptiness. In calming news, my doctor told me it didn't matter a bit to baby. Little leech takes what it needs from... what, my soul? Anyway, I hope you feel better soon.
I just found your blog today. We seem to be on a similar path... I have a healthy daughter. She was born in 2003. I lost a baby boy in Feb. 2006 at 35 weeks (unknown causes). I then miscarried July 2006 at 9 weeks. It was a natural miscarriage - the fetus died around 7 weeks. I am pregnant again and due in June. I think that our due dates are only a couple of days apart. Thanks for writing. I am on the rollercoaster with you. I hope that you are feeling better soon.
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